be my angel uses the same intro as fade into you. we listened to those songs back to back, and i just kept having him replay it over and over again. i dont really know why. theyre both good songs but mazzy star has never been my thing. maybe it was the fact that it made me feel better about the fact i always use the same vocal structure for every song. if it works...it works. i guess.
there are things i dont want to say but i want to say. ive been trying to just enjoy the good food and the good conversation and the good bed and keeping focus. my last manager always told me that i needed blinders, that distraction was going to kill my drive. that voice is always in my head. im going to start posting again soon. someone wants to meet me at 8 just across the park. ive got to go.

been staying in manhattan a lot lately. been walking down madison ave a lot. i think ive walked down madison more in the past two months than i have in the last two years of living in new york. to be fair i used to rarely go up past 14th street for any reason other than penn station. upper manhattan is weird. we are only ever walking past stores. i want to get a suit fitted to me. really nice and fitted. not like all my old hand me down suits from my moms ex boyfriends. maybe i just want someone to read this and give it to me.
we watched that episode of spongebob with the hash slinging slasher today and i cant stop thinking about that and just laughing to myself.
life is so good it scares me. i still dont smile as often as i want to.

u temple kids know how to party. wuz mad nervous about the whole show because man philly was where me and the homies would come if we wanted to get away from the pretentious bullshit of nyc. we've been playing a lot of shows in nyc bcuz thats the most convinent and im thinking like, are we the pretentious nyc bullshit coming into philly and newark and stomping all over the place saying we're better just because our rent is higher?
well jokes on u i still live w my parents!
but it turns out its actually all good man. kids rocked out so fucking hard i was buzzing all over afterwards. couldn't tell what was my own sweat and what was yours. best feeling.
these days i can see im still totally addicted to myspace. im gonna try and not be as much because real people are much cooler. terrance is like the second coolest frontman of any hardcore band right now (next to me duh) we were all going to just crash in boots van but he let us shack up at his airconditioned apartment for the night. though i didnt get much sleep because i was cruising around all night
someone put me on to some new shit. fabulous muscles by xiu xiu. if youre not on this shit dont even talk to me. just kidding. :] but seriously go listen to it. or at least clowne towne its sick.
love
bobby

all the forums are totally overrun by fucking idiots and posers. saying what i am and what im not. my friend was telling me i should get on livejournal. so here i am.
not sure if i'll really use this because i don't really have the time to be sitting down and writing much. we'll see :] if i end up using it i'll put it on my profile. if not it'll just be a super secret place for me to have and for you to find. ;)
love
bobby